Ever since… Rika disappeared I haven’t been interested in anything besides gaming. Things were much easier when she was cheering me on. I always felt that I could do anything because she believed in me.

[ is it something he still wants to do…? sometimes it feels like the members of the rfa are leagues ahead of him, and he does want to catch up. have a purpose. maybe medicine is it. ] I wanted to be someone she could be proud of.

I wish I could give a clearer answer.